Missing this place

Oh how very long it has been! Dears, whoever of you ate still there, how I've missed you all terribly! So very much has happened in my time away. I, frustratingly, have had but only rare access to the net since my last entry. I know not how often I will be here anymore. I am still struggling with Ana and having good days and bad. Do not take it from me, for I'd hate to crush any dreams of being better; but for me, there is no such thing as recov my darlings. This will be a part've me for the remainder've my life. As for now, I am not doing too badly. I've acquired a darling pet rat who is amazingly smarter than I had ever imagined! She is my sanity, as odd as that may read. Without a pet to care for and need me, I found I feel rather lonesome in life. I am still working at Subway haha! Though I've to say I'm quite excited to begin my search for a job as a dental assistant in the near future. My savings for a much needed vehicle is coming along swimmingly as well! With much regret, I've to go now. I hope to be back very soon!