be new:

To be thin is to be beautiful, to feel beautiful, to be happy, to be new. 新しいになります。 I hope, someday, to see myself as others see me, and to be as light and happy as the leaves that blow in the wind or a beautiful balloon drifting up into the clouds...












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 ps.- I do not teach or wish to inspire eating disorder for it is a sickenss, not something that can be learnt. Eating disorder midset is something one is cursed with that most likely progresses slowly over the years of one's life: appearing first as a simple diet, moving forward in the form of ednos, and possibly, sadly hitting many full on as anorexia/bulimia. If you do not agree with blogs or people that support the lifestyle of the eating disordered, please leave. This blog is not for you. Please do not judge me b'coz I support others through their difficultiesor b'coz I seek support myself, for we need friends and people to talk to about our problems just as you do. Please do not proceed to tell me what I am doing is wrong, I am unhealthy, I am going to die, I need to gain weight, etc. I know what I am and what I am doing, it is not for you or anyone to tell me. I mean no disrespect for any concern; however, gaining weight and simply eating will not help me. It will make me sicker by causing mental torments.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

upside down and all around

im doing good, my cals are in check, its all panning out quite well but for some odd reason i feel so...backwards. i feel odd, like something is the matter with me. but nevertheless i am trucking on and doing what needs be done.

yesterday was cleaning day since i had forgotten to do it on saturday...ok, let us off track a second on that. something must be the matter with me if i forgot cleaning day on saturday and did it on tuesday. i usually cannot stand to do cleaning day on any day but saturday and normally, if i miss a saturday i will wait until the next saturday to do it, but not this time O.o ok, so i had cleaning day. scrubbed the toilet, swept the floors, wiped the mirror and the counter, folded the laundry, and cleaned the steps. i noticed that our dog wubit has been shedding profusely and causes quite a bit of the furr dust in the house, so i took her outside and gave her a good rub down with my fingers seeing as we do not have a dog brush O.o but it was kinda funny, she made a dog fur snow outline in the shape of her but! XD

pictures! :D i made this hat! meg, at leak, inspired me to make it. its not really the best hat, it was my first try, but i kinda like it. it sorta looks like its supposed to be...how to put it...not right? broken? injured? XD
書く … alice-k コンポーズ 12:45 AM
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4 comments:

  1. wantSeptember 23, 2010 at 6:29 AM

    Good job on keeping your calories under control :) are you doing your modified ABC? Stay stronggg .
    P.S. The hat is super cutee ! You`re beautiful :)

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  2. AshSeptember 23, 2010 at 6:59 AM

    ahhh your so cute!!!!

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  3. DaniSeptember 23, 2010 at 7:57 AM

    i love the hat

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  4. embreSeptember 23, 2010 at 3:01 PM

    omg im so jealous of how great yours turned out !!! i took mine apart half way through because, well im a freak like that and decided i didnt want a brown hat but a gray one lol. i have a looong way to go to catch up.
    and YOU . LOOK . GORGEOUS!
    (im secretly obsessed with dimples and im dying over yours hehe)
    -Meg

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