be new:

To be thin is to be beautiful, to feel beautiful, to be happy, to be new. 新しいになります。 I hope, someday, to see myself as others see me, and to be as light and happy as the leaves that blow in the wind or a beautiful balloon drifting up into the clouds...












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Hullo my little blueberry tea cups! ^__^ Thankyu for reading and being a part of my life. You help me so much. You give me more strength, determination, inspiration than if I were to be dealing with this alone and no one to speak of it to. I love and appreciate every one of you deeply! I hold each of you dear to my heart.

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ps.- I do not teach or wish to inspire eating disorder for it is a sickenss, not something that can be learnt. Eating disorder midset is something one is cursed with that most likely progresses slowly over the years of one's life: appearing first as a simple diet, moving forward in the form of ednos, and possibly, sadly hitting many full on as anorexia/bulimia. If you do not agree with blogs or people that support the lifestyle of the eating disordered, please leave. This blog is not for you. Please do not judge me b'coz I support others through their difficultiesor b'coz I seek support myself, for we need friends and people to talk to about our problems just as you do. Please do not proceed to tell me what I am doing is wrong, I am unhealthy, I am going to die, I need to gain weight, etc. I know what I am and what I am doing, it is not for you or anyone to tell me. I mean no disrespect for any concern; however, gaining weight and simply eating will not help me. It will make me sicker by causing mental torments.

Friday, July 2, 2010

please contribute to my photo collage! pleeeease? :D

as ive said in my other blogs im making an "alice corner" to be titled 'alice in thinland' (of course haha) i dont have the money for it yet but i will soon! so for now im getting ready by selecting the pictures i want to print out.

ive decided to ask people that mean something to me: family (some) and friends to contribute photos/pictures to my collage =) and you guys all mean SO much to me!!! :D so if you want to... and i know you do! XD ...you can contribute a photo of your choice. it doesnt have to be you by any means, since i know most of us are keeping ouselves secret, and you dont even have to be the one who took it. it can be anything you chose no matter if its weird and you can have gotten it off the internet somewhere.
ex: your dog, a building you admire, a pair of shoes you want, a thinspo picture you treasure, a flower, a car, a pillow, a lamp, a strawberry, a do not eat sign, a scale, a tree, a street sign, a funny sign, a dead mouse, haha i have a photo like that XD anything your creative hearts desire!

you can get it to me through a link to photobucket or send it to this email:
anigirlcosplay@yahoo.com

i hope i get some photos from you guys! that would mean so much! everytime i wake up and i see them i will smile and it will give me strength for that day =)
as i said before it doesnt have to be you so no worries =)

1 comment:

  1. I will have to find something cute to send to you! You are such a huge inspiration to me, so I'd like to give back some love.
    xoxo

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