since ive been binging like crazy and im back to where i started pretty much, ive decided to begin at the begining. but instead of starting out with 1000cal, because i couldnt handle letting myself go that bad, im going to make it 700cals. i am only allowed to consume .199997lbs each day and when i get back control for that i will start to bring the cals back down into the 100's. at least i havent been having to be force fed and watched because xxx thinks im "all better" and being "a good girl" :P so when i get back on track and in control and when ana's proud of me again, im going to do a better job of hiding and pretending im eating. im not going to fuck it up again! im come too far!
ive already screwed up today but im going to keep going, keep trying! im going to back control no matter what!
1cKix: 88cal 3:30p
1 peanut butter and jelly sandwich: 250cal 6:05p
1 Penn Station turkey dagwood sandwich: 500cal 9:00p (purge 9:15p)
1 scoop ice cream: 210cal 1:00a purged 1:10a)
1/2 cookie: 70cal 1:00a (purged 1:10a)
2 Honey Maid graham crackers: 60cal 1:00a (purged 1:10a)
478cal over
1178cal eaten O.O
840-10%= 756cal purged
422cal net total
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6 months ago
Well done honey, we are back on track! Ready to face the world :) xxxx
ReplyDeletehey cool you made one! and yes im not stopping no matter what! =) xoxo
ReplyDeleteI saw that your following me so here I am saying thank you and following you to.
ReplyDeleteI think you done well. I have had a huge problem recently with binging. Its been sevral times a day for a month. Imagine the amount of weight gain!!!
The pounds bother me but its mainly the way it has effected my overall shape. My inches have increase dramatically. I want it off..
Sorry for rambling on but I just wanted you to know that I understand completely. Today Is day one of no binging and gaining back control (mind you everyday has been day one for at least 20mins) But today will be different hopefully.
I am glad your back on track and keep us posted.
x