
1/2c Kix: 44cal 3:35p
1/4c fruity marshmellow minis: 25cal 3:35p
1 Dannon Light & Fit yougurt cup peach: 80cal 6:07p
3/4c stir fry: 30cal 1:00a
1 no-sugar/low-caloire Jell-o cup: 10cal 2:25a
311cal under
189cal eaten
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Hullo my little blueberry tea cups! ^__^ Thankyu for reading and being a part of my life. You help me so much. You give me more strength, determination, inspiration than if I were to be dealing with this alone and no one to speak of it to. I love and appreciate every one of you deeply! I hold each of you dear to my heart.
BEFORE JUDGING, PLEASE READ ps.- I do not teach or wish to inspire eating disorder for it is a sickenss, not something that can be learnt. Eating disorder midset is something one is cursed with that most likely progresses slowly over the years of one's life: appearing first as a simple diet, moving forward in the form of ednos, and possibly, sadly hitting many full on as anorexia/bulimia. If you do not agree with blogs or people that support the lifestyle of the eating disordered, please leave. This blog is not for you. Please do not judge me b'coz I support others through their difficultiesor b'coz I seek support myself, for we need friends and people to talk to about our problems just as you do. Please do not proceed to tell me what I am doing is wrong, I am unhealthy, I am going to die, I need to gain weight, etc. I know what I am and what I am doing, it is not for you or anyone to tell me. I mean no disrespect for any concern; however, gaining weight and simply eating will not help me. It will make me sicker by causing mental torments. |
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Personality Disorder Test Results
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Disorder | Your Score |
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Major Depression: | High |
Dysthymia: | Very High |
Bipolar Disorder: | High |
Cyclothymia: | High |
Seasonal Affective Disorder: | Low |
Postpartum Depression: | N/A |
id hate for you to move in with J, but maybe you and xxx should move out. maybe get jobs and find a cheap apartment to live in. i mean im only 17 and plan on moving out completely next summer. idk how youve been staying at his mothers this long. goodluck honey. stay strong. you wont end up in a hospital.
ReplyDeletegirl, i have been in that same situation. its one of the hardest things to go through. i would try my hardest to make it up to his mom, maybe you and him could do something really nice like cook her dinner or something equally cheesy. i know that probably wont fix it but it might buy you a few days till you figure out a long term situation. i went through this 2 weeks after my son was born and we ended up jumping around like, 5 different houses till we settled at C's aunts house. i would try calling every relative you know, even if its a long shot that they will let you stay with them. its better to try and fail than to not try at all. i cant even count on my fingers and toes how many aunts,uncles,grandparents,cousins,friends, friends parents, we called before we finally found a place.we ended up living in my mothers partially insulated shed. it took us 3 months for C to get a job(i stayed home with the baby) and to save up enough cash to get a cheap apartment. dont lose hope though,you can make it through this.
ReplyDeletestay strong and hang in there.we are all here for you
meg