yesterday was my first day back on track and im glad! its such a relief! i hope i can continue in the right direction =) theres a whole strawberry pie and im scared for when they open it! i dont know if i can resist! but im going to do my absolute fucking best!
im worried a little. xxx's mom is being a complete fucking bitch and says we have to move out. she's mad at him because he couldnt fix the washer. she turned it on and it sprayed water all over her and she says he sabotaged her...how stupid a reason to kick us out! he tried to fix it and he couldnt so she's pissed. we have no where to go, no jobs, nothing, not even a car to live out of because thats her car...i dont know what we'll do :/ i have no doubt she'll throw out all of his stuff if he cant take it with us. he doesnt want me to live on the street with him so he asked me last night if i thought my friend J, the one that was going to come over the end of this month (which isnt going to happen now if this is really happening and his mom really does throw us out), would let me stay with her for a week. her dad probably would let me stay there but, but, thats fucking scary! he works at the psych ward with cutters, anorexics, bulimics, and depressed people. he knows all the tricks and things to look for im NOT going to a hospital no fucking way! :( im scared for us, im scared for me, i hope his mom gets over it! and if she doesnt i hope one of his friends will have a heart to let us stay. i want to stay with him...
1/2c Kix: 44cal 3:35p
1/4c fruity marshmellow minis: 25cal 3:35p
1 Dannon Light & Fit yougurt cup peach: 80cal 6:07p
3/4c stir fry: 30cal 1:00a
1 no-sugar/low-caloire Jell-o cup: 10cal 2:25a
311cal under
189cal eaten
Skipping Out
1 year ago
id hate for you to move in with J, but maybe you and xxx should move out. maybe get jobs and find a cheap apartment to live in. i mean im only 17 and plan on moving out completely next summer. idk how youve been staying at his mothers this long. goodluck honey. stay strong. you wont end up in a hospital.
ReplyDeletegirl, i have been in that same situation. its one of the hardest things to go through. i would try my hardest to make it up to his mom, maybe you and him could do something really nice like cook her dinner or something equally cheesy. i know that probably wont fix it but it might buy you a few days till you figure out a long term situation. i went through this 2 weeks after my son was born and we ended up jumping around like, 5 different houses till we settled at C's aunts house. i would try calling every relative you know, even if its a long shot that they will let you stay with them. its better to try and fail than to not try at all. i cant even count on my fingers and toes how many aunts,uncles,grandparents,cousins,friends, friends parents, we called before we finally found a place.we ended up living in my mothers partially insulated shed. it took us 3 months for C to get a job(i stayed home with the baby) and to save up enough cash to get a cheap apartment. dont lose hope though,you can make it through this.
ReplyDeletestay strong and hang in there.we are all here for you
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