Rails and Tails

YAY! i re-measured today and i lost a litto =) i dont get how but im not complaining! i found this picture of shelly mulshine ← she's one of my most favorite LB models! but i have one word for that photo: "how???"

me and xxx went up to the train tracks today so he could take photos for me for LB :3 they turned out fantastic! its not as good as most of the other people on LB but i cant help it...im not the photographer and boyfriend isnt a photographer XD but he did a pretty good job though! hey im not complaining, i got accepted! ^__^ i havent got any hypes or comments yet though :( but its ok, im still new so i need to get into the community first and i have to make more, better looks ^__^ ill put up my link for Bree because she asked and she's such a doll! anyone else who wants to is welcome to add me if you have an LB but im only keeping it up for a day or so. id rather not leave it too long because my face is in my look photo...
http://lookbook. nu/xxxxxxxxxxx

since tomorrow is a 100cal day, and i havent gone that low since boyfriend started making me eat, ive planned ahead and heres how its gonna go:

breakfast- 1/4c tamago meshi: 70cal
sometime between breakfast and lunch- when xxx is downstairs, let him see me open a kit kat and take a bite. then ill walk up stairs and spit it out into the toilet.
lunch- pretend to eat the left over tamago meshi
sometime between lunch and dinner- while xxx is upstairs, ill say im going to go eat cereal. he knows i like to eat in the kitchen standing up (bad habit of mine), so it wont be a surprise when i come back up empty handed. ill grab a bowl and a spoon, make noises with the cereal box, put it back, pour a tad of skim milk in my bowl, wait a while in the kitchen to account for the time id be using to eat, also if he comes down thats perfect cuz i can make like im just finishing, if not ill swirl the milk around and put it in the sink.
dinner- 1c spinach: 30cal or 3/4c stir fry: 30cal
if i have to to keep him off guard ill eat a 10cal no-sugar/low-calorie jello cup sometime after dinner
days total: 100-110cal

ill be sure to drink alot of tea, coffee and water to keep my tummy quiet and perhaps a can of root beer if i need it :P i still dont know HOW the FUCK im going to do a fast on the 29! im going to try my fucking best but if i have to eat, i have to eat. im not going stress out because at least im not binging and ill keep it as low as possible. ill have to think of another schedule for that day as well assuming i have no way around eating.

i did ok today as well =) i know i shouldnt have eaten the ice cream, especially SO close to when i ate dinner! fuck im an idiot! but hey i didnt binge! :D

1/2 packet oatmeal: 65cal 4:10p
2/3c Kraft mac and cheese: 193cal 12:25a
ice cream: 160cal 12:45a

418cal