lovely aspirations before death

i love PostSecret! i have yet to send my secret though, i will =) haha im so odd because finding these litto sites make me happy XD


...really...???!!!it would be utterly terrible for me!
maybe not for graduation since i already did that.but id like that for christmas or my birthday!

i also found this website similar to PostSecret. its called Before I Die I Want To... i thought it was really neat! a bunch of people, whoever want to participate, send in a poloroid of them self stating what it is they want to do before they die. its really sweet-ish ^__^

inspired by that website and also the book im reading, ive made a list of what id like to do before i die. some of them are near to impossible but i stil wish for them.
from least to greatest:

10. visit japan and UK and make a friend in both:
japan- tokyo, shibuya, harajuku, hiroshima
UK- london, exeter, canterbury, mansfield
9. capture a spirit in a photograph
8. kiss a girl
7. find/take photos of an abandoned:
hospital, church, victorian house, asylum
6. have a dalmatian, a ferret and a black Italian Greyhound with white splotches
5. make love on the beach at night
4. become a model/photographer
3. let go of/forgive things my father has done to me and finally tell him how i feel
2. marry boyfriend, be a good wife, get a house of our own
1. get help, find happiness and be at peace with myself

EDIT: ok i tried, i cant stick to 10! im a list maker what can i say XD re-wrote the whole list so you could see where my additions fell in how important they are.i colored the ones i added:

15. visit japan and UK and make a friend in both:
japan- tokyo, shibuya, harajuku, hiroshima
UK- london, exeter, canterbury, mansfield
14. buy a vintage diary, perfume bottle pendant necklace
13. publish a compilation book of all my poetry and short stories
12. grow strawberries and blueberries and pick them with a vintage berry basket
11. capture a spirit in a photograph
10. kiss a girl
9. find/take photos of an abandoned:
hospital, church, victorian house, asylum
8. have a dalmatian, a ferret and a black Italian Greyhound with white splotches
7. make love on the beach at night
6. be fluent in japanese and french. (im somewhat fluent in japanese, i can hold a conversation depending on what the topic is but im not good enough. and i am getting there with french.)
5. become a model/photographer
4. give up red meat for good! (I rarely eat it now but I want to stop completely.)
3. let go of/forgive things my father has done to me and finally tell him how i feel
2. marry boyfriend, be a good wife, get a house of our own
1. get help, find happiness and be at peace with myself
if you dont mind, id like to know, what are the top 10 things you'd like to do/accomplish before you die? =) i want to get to know you all, my bleuets! your so lovely!

meal- 1c mac and cheese: 260cal 3:30p
meal- 1 banana: 105cal 6:20p
snack- 9 baby carrots: 18cal 9:45p
meal- 2 slices California Pizza Kitchen frozen sicilian recipe pizza: 475cal 11:45p

858cal total im over again! fuck sake! im not repeating that tomorrow.