be new:

To be thin is to be beautiful, to feel beautiful, to be happy, to be new. 新しいになります。 I hope, someday, to see myself as others see me, and to be as light and happy as the leaves that blow in the wind or a beautiful balloon drifting up into the clouds...












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ps.- I do not teach or wish to inspire eating disorder for it is a sickenss, not something that can be learnt. Eating disorder midset is something one is cursed with that most likely progresses slowly over the years of one's life: appearing first as a simple diet, moving forward in the form of ednos, and possibly, sadly hitting many full on as anorexia/bulimia. If you do not agree with blogs or people that support the lifestyle of the eating disordered, please leave. This blog is not for you. Please do not judge me b'coz I support others through their difficultiesor b'coz I seek support myself, for we need friends and people to talk to about our problems just as you do. Please do not proceed to tell me what I am doing is wrong, I am unhealthy, I am going to die, I need to gain weight, etc. I know what I am and what I am doing, it is not for you or anyone to tell me. I mean no disrespect for any concern; however, gaining weight and simply eating will not help me. It will make me sicker by causing mental torments.

Monday, June 14, 2010

f/v day and im gonna pierce my lip

today, im going to try at least, is a strictly fruits and veggies day. no hot dogs, no hamburgers, no ramen, no letting unplanned dinner ruin it. just fruits and veggies. me and my ana buddy/friend decided on it to ease into fasts =) wish me luck! if i do good today ill post a current pic of me in my end of the day post :P

i wanna pierce my lip! just one, bottom left like this girl here =) if you can see it, its kinda hard to see. ive been debating it for a while now because i was wondering how noticeable the hole will be at times that i decide to have my lip ring out. see, i want to live in japan someday and i know that piercings (beside ear piercing) is not exactly common yet. i know that your not allowed in the public baths or onsen if you have a tattoo larger than a quarter, so im kinda worried about how they view piercings. i would be upset if i was denied onsen/public bath privileges because i pierced my lip :P bad enough my piko is pierced and that'll be way noticeable -__- but i think thats more acceptable...i dont know. but i decided, what the hell, japan is a far away future goal right now, seeing as how its so expensive, so i want my lip pierced! ^__^

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