sandman glitter dirt finally worked at 7am...

4am, he flaps his wings and lands on the windowsill with his bag of glittering shit,
takes a long stare at me sitting in my green lawn chair in the bedroom.
my hairs all tangled, my eyes are red and baggy, and i wince everytime i swallow.
"geez...what? you get hit by a train? and is that a lawn chair?.....in a bedroom?..you do know this is a bed-room..right?"
i blink slowly "shut up, its your fault i look like shit, your fucking late!"
he shakes his head as he sticks his hand in the burlap bag.
"sorry, business ran overtime. all you insomniacs, huy...some of you take 5 rounds a this sparkle crap!"
he throws it in my face and its stings my eyes and makes me cough.
"what the fuck are you doing?! dont just toss it in my face, idiot!"
"well if you were a normal sleeper i wouldnt have to do it so rough, stop complaining, i gave it to you didnt i?"
he gets ready to go.
"wait, stay in case it doesnt work..."
"i got other fat asses to work on. if it dont work, ill be back tomorrow night."
so far, nothing, just the same old yawning that ive had since 2am.
"ok, ok, but gimme one more before you go!"
i get in bead next to my sound asleep boyfriend and wait for more.
he burns my eyes with another dose of glitter crap and leaves.
4:15am, .........nothing yet.....
4:17am, i grab my book and read while i wait...nothing...
6:30am, i put the book back and switch it out for my ipod, "Kiss Me" and "If Only We Could Sleep Tonight" by The Cure...oh! i feel a little sleepy...
7am, finally zzzZZZ...

this insomnia thing is really not good. i wake up so tired and i have body aches. not to mention my throat hurts so bad today from purging last night :( i just couldnt let that binge mistake follow through and land its ugly blubbery fat into my thighs and stomach! im going to stay clear of food all day today beside sorbet or ice pops for my throat and when i have to eat dinner with xxx.