be new:

To be thin is to be beautiful, to feel beautiful, to be happy, to be new. 新しいになります。 I hope, someday, to see myself as others see me, and to be as light and happy as the leaves that blow in the wind or a beautiful balloon drifting up into the clouds...












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Hullo my little blueberry tea cups! ^__^ Thankyu for reading and being a part of my life. You help me so much. You give me more strength, determination, inspiration than if I were to be dealing with this alone and no one to speak of it to. I love and appreciate every one of you deeply! I hold each of you dear to my heart.

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ps.- I do not teach or wish to inspire eating disorder for it is a sickenss, not something that can be learnt. Eating disorder midset is something one is cursed with that most likely progresses slowly over the years of one's life: appearing first as a simple diet, moving forward in the form of ednos, and possibly, sadly hitting many full on as anorexia/bulimia. If you do not agree with blogs or people that support the lifestyle of the eating disordered, please leave. This blog is not for you. Please do not judge me b'coz I support others through their difficultiesor b'coz I seek support myself, for we need friends and people to talk to about our problems just as you do. Please do not proceed to tell me what I am doing is wrong, I am unhealthy, I am going to die, I need to gain weight, etc. I know what I am and what I am doing, it is not for you or anyone to tell me. I mean no disrespect for any concern; however, gaining weight and simply eating will not help me. It will make me sicker by causing mental torments.

Monday, June 14, 2010

cookie haunting O.o



oooh i think those dam cookies are haunting me! O.o i went downstairs to feed the dogs and when i come back up, what do i see under the chair? that shinny blue container filled with sugary royal goodness...i lift the lid and pick one up. my tummy is telling me no and my mind tells me to put it back. i think for a second, trying to switch my setting back to "think thin".......dont worry, i switched it =) i put it back, i closed the lid and kept my strength. the tin is filled with "royal" goodness, that is precisely why kings are fat.
haha ya, that king in particular just has on fake fat belly for the stage, but it still works to prove my point haha.

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