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To be thin is to be beautiful, to feel beautiful, to be happy, to be new. 新しいになります。 I hope, someday, to see myself as others see me, and to be as light and happy as the leaves that blow in the wind or a beautiful balloon drifting up into the clouds...












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ps.- I do not teach or wish to inspire eating disorder for it is a sickenss, not something that can be learnt. Eating disorder midset is something one is cursed with that most likely progresses slowly over the years of one's life: appearing first as a simple diet, moving forward in the form of ednos, and possibly, sadly hitting many full on as anorexia/bulimia. If you do not agree with blogs or people that support the lifestyle of the eating disordered, please leave. This blog is not for you. Please do not judge me b'coz I support others through their difficultiesor b'coz I seek support myself, for we need friends and people to talk to about our problems just as you do. Please do not proceed to tell me what I am doing is wrong, I am unhealthy, I am going to die, I need to gain weight, etc. I know what I am and what I am doing, it is not for you or anyone to tell me. I mean no disrespect for any concern; however, gaining weight and simply eating will not help me. It will make me sicker by causing mental torments.

Monday, June 14, 2010

sexual calories? O.o

so i decided to suck dick last night and after we were done i realized "hey...i just swallowed something which means calories...right??" so i looked it up and the adverage cum amount has between 5-7cal. haha i had no idea! i never even thought about it. so i gess, add 7cal to my 186 last night XD im so weird!

its a pretty small post this time but i made up for it earlier today ^__^

3 baby carrots: 6cal 3:20p
1/4 hot dog w/bun: 72.5cal 8:40p
1 stalk celery: 6cal 12:15a
1tsp dressing: 16cal 12:15a

899.5cal under
100.5cal eaten

1 comment:

  1. Haha, that's hilarious you looked up the calorie content of jizz.

    xoxo

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